• firstly, am afraid it might not be a success ): am so scared to see my friends feeling bored at the chalet, like there's nothing to do other than eating at the chalet, chatting and stuff.. their happiness is my priority. its so hard being a planner right? it's yr bday and they are the one that's supposed to make you happy,make it a joyous event,but here am worrying for them, like they feel uncomfortable with my other group of friends, my family, etc. i jus wan it to be a success! when everyone is happy, am happy!
  .
• hopefully the food is yummy and delicious cause am unable to get external caterer for the buffet): i have to order from the caferia in the resort itself.. and also, the bday cake!! i hope the custom made cake from heaven loft would look good and presentable(: so looking forward to it
  .
• omg, there's still so much more that am worried about for glenn's and my 21st bday celebration! like my bday dress, which i had no time to look for ): so, looks like am gonna wear back my old dress..hahah! oh well, main thing is not the dress, not me having fun, not the gifts, and stuffs, i just do hope that have guests will have a lovely time there! thats all i ask for(: i going to pray that it's gonna be a success! my stressful 21st! *sigh*

oh well, i should be optimistic, looking at the bright side!((: i believe my friends would definitely help me make the whole event fun and exciting(: also, glenn's and my parents would be meeting for the first time in our 21st bday, i hope there is no clashes and everything would go smoothly(: hehe!