MINI SHELL!

finally 31st dec is here.haha! 14 more hours before 1st jan 2008(: cant wait to see the beautiful fireworks, exchange of presents and to count 3 2 1 with everybody and introduce my secret weapon to all! HAHAHA.

last night talk with chersy was so exciting.haha. discussing about the plans for today and about _____ and _____ . lol. both of them.hais.haha. you made me anxious chersy.lol. i need to warm up.HAHAHA. gonna meet my clique at 4pm at cityhall mrt station and then head for our clique dinner at new york new york then meet the rest of the apaches at esplanade.whoohoo! so exciting.

didnt see shooting star for a long time alrie.when will i see one again? i need to make a wish very badly!lol. still remember i was on the phone with shermaine and jeannette that night when i saw a shooting star right in front of me.haha. jean still can say maybe its tissue paper flying across.wth.haha.

CHERSY MAINE JEAN KAREN!! CANT WAIT TO SEE GUYS LATER AND GIVE U MY BIGGEST HUG AND WISH U MERRY XMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR(: love all my sexy girlfriends!

went bowling with my family at orchid country club,gee! my scores are better this time round with my dad as a coach.lol. marcus played super well.eeee.not fair, he is practically good in all sports.hahaha. then head to tampines for shopping(: yay! i got this t shirt that is hot .haha. it says " dogs are forever and guys are wadever"! hahaha. okay.no offence here but i think it sound rather nice.lol. then later went to bishan to have dinner with my aunt and cousin(:

finally, i have gotten this photo from amanda. i love all of them here!
and happy birthday my dear cousin priscilla(: see u soon!

sorry chersy maine and jean.lol.really couldnt join you guys to church today, i really wan to go but i cant.i need to rest at home or my fever is going to come back again. gosh.everywhere is aching and am feeling hot and cold.haha.
i even skip shopping(my fav) with my parents to rest at home ): arg! i hate being a sick person.haha.who cares.i still continue to have cold drinks and CHOCOLATE!haha. and i actually feel better after consuming them.lol.

played games with kevin on msn.lol.minesweeper flags, reversi,etc.gosh! i had confident in winning minesweeper in the first place then am starting to lose and went to check his statistic and wth, he hasnt lost any games yet.HAHA.steady. i have choose to challenge the wrong person sia. gee! i won him in reversi!!yay!

was so excited to see all my classmates but in the end, only 9 turn up.was rather dissapointing that many last minute couldnt go.hais! nevermind, in the end, out of the 9 ppl, only 4 people went to skate.arg! what the hell. the four people was my clique. make phone calls, messages etc but no point.its jus a waste of time and money. am not going to organise ever again. luckily i didnt invite miss kuan, if she were there, can u imagine how embarrassing it is? okay.chill now. but hais forget it, its expected.see u guys soon when we collect out results then.

anyway, the four of us had lots of fun skating together and i didnt fall at all.haha! poor jeannette fell 5 times and went home wet.lol.haha. this is my second time skating and now i CAN SKATE but only 3km/h i guess.haha. slow but steady k. something embarrasing happened!!ahha. my right leg accidentally hook onto another guy leg.gosh! am so sry but why u move back all of a sudden.lol.

then rush over to work at chijmes with chersy chow and lilia and was late cos i have to go home to get my hair pins and all. luckily manager was kind enough and didnt scold us.haha. i had to pin up my fringe for this banquet.rawr!! i look wierd but its refreshing.haha. my new friends, gorden and xia aka prawn.lol. they r friendly and nice people that we had lots to talk about and the manager told us to get moving.HAHAH. i could blackout any time while working due to the heavy load plus i miss my lunch and dinner except a mint sweet to refresh myself and a medium fries. i dun wan to fall sick now.haha. i still wan to go for countdown!ahah.

went home with lilia and talk about _____.haha.didnt expect _____ to watch that but who cares man! but i really did care. anyway, its quite common.lol. my impression of you is bad but i dun mind at all. " AI WU JI WU" its a chinese idom(:

went home looking like a shit and all with my whole body aching after skating the whole afternoon and working the whole night. didnt know i took the same train as karen until i see her online.lol. am now craving for a fish porridge for supper but instead i had mac chicken and blogging at the same time. someone cook me a fish porridge for supper the next time i work? lol. NIGHT.i need a good sleep badly. i wan to go for a SPA and massage(:

gee! last minute our clique plan to play badminton and basketball at my house downstairs without booking the court and all(: hahaha. we were so lucky that the court was not booked by anyone so we played there for a while before heading to my house to rest and wait for BK to play basketball tgt. gosh.orange juice make wonders.lol. i played against jean and chersy and whoohoo! NOT BAD K. 1 vs 2 (:

lalala.then before going to meet BK, i drank pepsi and its the same as orange juice. sweet stuff jus make me hyper and ON! lol. kept bouncing and running everywhere with the ball and there in goes into the net.haha. suddenly for once, i played basketball very well and many went in!haha.

i dun like BK.haha. he plays so well.arg.haha. kidding. met BK's friend, gangese(sorry for spelling mistake).gee!

then saw jingsheng and my primary school friend.lol. gosh! hahah. all of them played very well.lol.

hahaha! then all of us head to the coffee shop for dinner tgt.lol. BK! u still owe us dinner.ahem!

i still cant believe it that something amazing happen.lol. for a moment the ball jus couldnt enter the basketball net and i shouted _____. and the ball went in. then BK taught us to stand behind and throw from the back which is impossible for all of us to get the ball into the net.it requires lots of practise and skill.so i tried by shouting _______. AND IN WENT IN. DAMN! hahah.fated.lol. i could believe it and sat on the floor laughing at it. lol.i almost cried.haha. i really cant believe that this ____ cos miracle.lol. will ______ ever come true? hahah.

Finally, am done shopping for all the xmas presents for my clique and i am going broke soon. bought for chersy maine karen jean chow, etc. so today, am going shopping with my mum to shop for my PRESENT!ahahah. need to shop for my secret weapon too,lol. you ppl will know whats that on the day of the countdown.lol. am so going to have fun using my weapon on you guys.lol. *hint for xue zhi: bring umbrella will do, dun need raincoat.lol*

went shopping with my mum today and saw chersy and joel.lol.haha. then went over to robinson to say hie to karen(: whoo! had lots of harvest today.haha. this is real shopping.haha. at the same time,shop for presents for my cousins too.haha.

all i want is happy ever after with my mr right(: see you soon!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS ALL(:

yesterday watch the warlocks with my love ones.haha. the show is super violent and very action pack.hahah. it reminds me of the movie curse of the golden flower.ahaha. yay! cant wait to receive the good news from adeline woon if she was one of the lucky winners in the macdonald's delivery thingy. hahah. cos i wish her good luck and she promise to share her winnings with me(: awww. 100bucks.

3 more days to class 5/1 ice skating outing(: hahah. feeling so excited. cant wait to see all my classmates again.especially those who used to bully me and those i used to bully.lol. 6 more days to countdown with my clique at the esplanade. so sad that natalie didnt manage to get the vivo tickets so that i can see elvin ng in person for the countdown.haha. gee! nevermind. i am going to bring a secret weapon to the countdown to surprise all of u who are going to be there to countdown tgt(: hehehe. i will have fun makin you all ahem.haha. anyone else wan to join in the fun and to be bullied by me on that day? lol. WE WILL CRAZY TGT(:

yesterday, went out with my family to parkway parade shopping centre to shop around and had sakae sushi for lunch. as usual, i had lots of crab stick sushi and smthing that look like dumpling called guyote if am not wrong.haha. was supposed to be my treat and in the end, daddy paid for it.thank you! then we head to new zealand for ice cream(: and we went to the TIME ZONE and for the first time, i played well for the basketball game.reached until stage 3 together with the help of my brother and dad while mum cheer for us(: ahah. my skills improve eh.hah. suddenly, i feel like playing basketball again.haha. mango is having 50% sale,haha.and i saw the olive green razor back top $13 bucks.rawr!!dun have 's' my size): wth. i sld have bought it when i saw it the last time with clare and jean.hais!

then we head on to my cousins house to give them a surprise visit,lol. zi jun reading newspapers so hardworking eh, kang jun sleeping and wei jun out with my future cousin in law.aha. zi jun is so evil, lol, he rather i go jc than poly cos he thinks i might not be able to be one of the top few in my course to get into uni. haha. anyway, thanks for the concern, i will do well and let you be proud to have me as your cousin.haha. finally the sleeping king woke up and played dota.lol. wad with guys and dota?lol. talk to him and blalalala.. and i saw a photo on wei jun's table,gosh, it was our younger days group photo, it sld be 7 years ago i guess.hahah.everyone looks different now. all prettier and more handsome.aww.haha

then we move on to old airport road for dinner.omg,the food there are nice!!! how i wish all the vendors move to yishun and i can have nicer and more delicious meals.hahah. on the way home, daddy have to drive pass geylang and we saw some stuff in geylang other than food, so yuckie. hahaha. in the car, we were discussing what we sld do on the eve of xmas, catch the midnight movie, and daddy insist that we sld spend a romantic family dinner tgt.haha. set a table near the shore, enjoy the breeze, drink champagne,etc.lol. and marcus said, wah..waiting for tsunami eh? HAHAH! i dun mind(: lol. or we can have cable car dinner , eat at mount faber and see nice scenery, etc. there are some many things we can do tgt.hehe!

i see the happiness in your eyes. glad to know your doing fine(:

yawn.its 1am in the morning alrie.ahaha.am having my supper and blogging at the same time.lol.super tired after 12hours of work.. been standing the whole 12 hours serving people but its quite worth it when u receive your pay at the end of the day.haha. gosh! the people there are 2times nicer than raffles town club.lol. i hate that place.haha. chijmes is a nicer place, maybe am an IJ GIRL so the good spirits there in the chapel protect me from all evil managers and people, HAHHA. made many new friends today(: my partner, zaharyi which i always cant get it his name right is super duper funny. he entertains me with all sorts of funny stuff and he is biased to pretty girls. he made me serve the table which is all guys while he serve the table that is all the pretty ladies.lol. idiot!aha. AND I SAW ONE THAT LOOKS LIKE ELVIN NG.man! am melting.

then one of my other partner, i think called yong kong or smthing ask if am attached and blalala and he asked what kind of guy that am looking for and i pointed at the guy that look like elvin ng and said, hot right?, this is the kind. HAHAH. so funny.lol. thank you to all my partners that i partner today, you all liven up my day with jokes and all and make my job exciting,fun and easy one.haha. night!

last min chersy and maine told me that they are going for the camp so couldnt go shopping with me): hahah. in the end, went out with jean and clare to bugis village to shop for xmas present for my clique.lol. finally manage to get all the presents rdy alrie except jeannette's one cause she was with me.hahah. yay.cant wait for countdown when our whole clique have a special dinner tgt, exchange of xmas gift and to see fireworks tgt(: aww.haha.

hahaha.then join karen for her break and had lunch cum dinner at a wanton shop(: talk and share our little secret(: gee! clare head to church and karen back to work so left with me and jean.haha. and we went to cine to look for the pink guy, fangee.hahah. went up and down cine hoping to find him at the popcorn stall.hahah.wanted to give him a surprise visit,in the end, we failed.haha. not fated maybe.haha. instead of seeing a pink guy, i saw my neighbour instead.
haha. poor clare.now she has a phobia of going to the toilet with me alrie.lol. ITS OUR SECRET K!hahah. lalala. only ppl who goes the same toilet as me will know why(: hahaha. if one is observant, one will know.haha.gee!

NIGHT (:

have been facing the computer the whole day playing ____.hahaha.its a secret.gee! haven play this game for a long long time. i actually gave up audition for this game.haha. ALL CHERSY'S AND SHERMAINE fault.lol.kidding. haha. it be actually embarassing to tell others wad game am playing cause its for young kids and a 17years old girl is actually playing. lol. BUT ITS FUN! hahaha. decorate my game account room until very nice(: lalala.chersy, maine! u can club in my ahem room alrie. its free unlike real life. we can make our character shake and dance there with music compose by me.omg.i cant believe it that i actually compose that song.whoohoo! HAHAHA.

stop lying to yourself.its obvious and one can tell.where got.....like that? hais! i sld not even bother to observe you but after all you are still ___. although am over with you but still there is some feeling in me that i cant escape. choose not to accept the fact? i understand. i also cant do the same likewise. i took such a long time to get over with it. i hate to do this but i cant possibly not get on with life and move on. at least you are fading off from me and am doing better, especially eating better. so by not going is a wise choice too and it prevents me from starting all over again.hope you can understand since you have stated your stand. (:

wake up in the morning with my whole body aching.haha.especially all the joints on the upper part of my body.rah!my left arm is full of pain.i could not even stretch my hand backwards to scratch my back.lol. i hate managers that tell lies and abuse workers.haha. they abuse new workers like me and work overtime until 2am.rawr! then the manager that tell lies is my dad's boss.what the hell.told all his workers that everyone are going for a cruise tgt and now come saying that the cruise is most likely going to be cancelled.shit my daddy's boss. hahaha. early in the morning with full of complaints.hahah.

6 more days to xmas and i haven buy any presents for my girlfriends yet.lol.12 more days to countdown.yay! we will be having dinner together at new york as a clique. anyone wish to join us for countdown?hahah. 14 more days to the reporting of school for the first 6weeks. am going to get busy busy busy. no time for me to blog, online,talk on phone,shop,play, stone, etc. ):

HOROSCOPE FOR THE DAY. its jus so true.omg.

Get out of the past today -- the days of yesterdays are only relevant in terms of retro clothing styles, classic movies, architecture, and musical inspirations. It's the future you should be focusing on right now. When it comes to romance and personal growth, you have to let outmoded things pass. They are history for a reason. The days of chivalry might be dead, but in their wake comes a wiser, more equal time full of opportunity. Get with the current times and think modern.
the feeling is dead. you are gone for sure,dead in my heart. its a good thing some how.why the horoscope is so true.hais.

gosh! jus reach home and its 8.30am in the morning.yawn! yesterday work was super tedious and it was my first day of work. the managers are so demanding and all, they are practically abusing the workers, which is ME!!.haha. waitress are supposed to serve people but we are also made to clean their office and storeroom too. wad is this? and on my first day of job, am made to work OVERTIME UNTIL 2AM.wth! no train no bus home, so only choice is TAXI. so in the end, my whole clique share a cab and we stayover at shermaine's house. so tired and hungry. all of us slept for only 2.5 hours and had roti prata for breakfast early in the morning.hahah.slept late and woke up at 6.30am in the morning.HAHAH.everyone is hungry so all cant sleep.lol. although the work was very tiring but i guess i had fun working too, made new friends and learn some new skills.haha.so glad i was partner to 2 guys for the banquet, at least they help me out a lot a lot by helping me to clear heavy stuff and all.thank you both. GENTLEMAN(: hahaha.

saw your grandfather today at funan digital mall.hahah.he is so cute.jus as hiphop as you.your dressing,your style,etc. hais!

today is going to be finally my first day of work.hahaha. had a long talk with daddy yesterday morning and he talk to me about my future(: i feel so touched that my parents are concern for me. I LOVE U DADDY & MUMMY. talk about going to jc and poly stuff, whether am confirm and set my mind on going to the business school and major in accountacy or banking and finance. they seems to be rather happy that i chose to study and major in this field.haha.

daddy told me to start going to the library to borrow books on accountacy and all to read and understand what is those all about and to have a better understanding on this stuff and be well prepared before i enter poly.haha. then mummy says i sld start borrowing books on roads directory and all to prepare in advance before i start my driving lessons, which i can wait to.hahaha. am going to get really busy soon with books work(rtc/chijmes) school(cjc) and all. hahaha. am going to be back to the hardworking michelle who stays all day in the study room studying hard for exams and all.lol.

starting work today and the thoughts of facing SERENE makes me wanna puke.yucks! lol. cant stand her. so am going to sit.lol. okay.am being lame.haha.hais!

pop and i saw you once again.feel so glad to see that.

went out together with daddy mummy and my brother(: to holland village to have lunch there and we ate laska.gosh.the laska is nice! walk around and all and i realised it been a long time since we came to holland village together.hahah. shop around and am hoping to run into someone familiar,ahem. then have ice cream at haagen dazs. then we head on to vivo city to shop and manage to get for a few stuffs. rush home to catch star awards.whoohoo! ELVIN NG WAS IN THE TOP 10!!! whereas jeannette aw somehow didnt ):

gosh! tonight elvin's drama is finally going to be screen on televsion, kinship.ahah. but am working!wth.wrong timing.arg!nevermind, i am going to get my brother to do the recording for me or watch it on youtube(: hahaha. finally am starting work.haha.DAMN SERENE! I HATE YOU! (*&^%$#@ you are a big fat liar.rawr!

its a rare opportunity that i get to stay out until very late, pass my curfew(: and its going to be the time when i work or i go for the new year countdown! whee! anybody wish to join my clique for this coming countdown and see the fireworks together?lol.

it been days.your voice.your words.your name.your presence.am still trying my very best to... its super hard but am still trying to..

afterall, i think going into cjc is not that bad.haha.phoenix and shermaine is posted there, & i have company(: and my cousin is also going to appeal into that school through tennis, which means, whoohoo! i have even more company there.lol. okay.i made up my mind, HOCKEY as my cca in cjc.i love their hockey t shirt, its nice! omg.i want to join swimming too!lol. but thinking of those broad shoulders and all, nah!hahah.

whoohoo!went out with my sexy girlfriends, jean maine and chersy to far east and accompany jean to cut her hair.lol.while waiting, we shop around and gave sexy karen a call that we are going to accompany her during her break(: as her break is somewhere around 4plus, we went to have lunch at pepper lunch before meeting her causing everyone is dying of hunger and then join her for dessert at a wantan shop, where i had wanton instead of dessert.gee! OMG.i hate the monsoon season,lol, the rain was super heavy and my heels is soak with water, my gosh! went to the toilet to use the dryer to dry my heels and the people in the ladies are all smiling at me.haha.so embrassing. karen!enjoy yr date with derek(:lol. alvin and the chipmunks.haha

next we walk all the way to the cathay to have ben & jerry which chersy wants badly.haha.i had chocolate fudge brownie, nice! we pose smile cheese over there.hahaha. then we talk about our nice memories together and all then walk to PS where we shop(: gosh! saw the flesh imp black skirt.hahah. still, hereen outlet is better than PS, the skirt colouring is somehow nicer,lol, i dun know why.haha. it sld be the same but.. lol. then we saw the shop COTTON ON. hoho! we stayed there super long thinking and trying on the clothes. and i bought a bright pink top from there.yay! hahaha. saw some ex IJgirls over there shopping too.

THANK YOU shermaine for this wonderful xmas video.lol.put yrself in too(: so unglam.hais. u sld put a nicer photo of me..lol.hahaha.love u maine! night all.

http://www.elfyourself.com/?id=1356870087

hais! woke up early to check which school am posted to and i got into catholic jc and its 1st choice, am considered very lucky to be able to get my choice of school but am not very happy.i am expecting to get into yishun jc which is my 2nd choice cause i live near there and i have friends there unlike cjc where the people there am not so familiar and the principal there is super duper strict. my aim for this first 6 weeks is just to make new friends and not touch books.haha.

oh man.so sad i didnt get into the same school as jeannette and also my two other cousins.hahaha.omg.am going to be alone in that creepy school.haha.chersy was like telling me, maybe your dream guy might be there waiting for me.haha.so funny.at least am in the same school as phoenix and shermaine, got someone to go school with on the first day of school.haha. but i will not be in the same class as shermaine):

Now, am looking forward to 28th dec, its class 5/1 ice skating outing gathering(: yay!currently, the response is quite good and many people are able to make it.haha. i hope to receive more good news from the rest of u guys and am looking forward to see u guys there.haha. now, am thinking of inviting miss kuan for ice skating too. time is 12noon at jurong mrt control station.
hahah(: LOVE YOU ALL CLASSMATES!

from today, i will not bother any more, i will just follow the flow and see how it goes. i close my eyes and pretend that nothing is wrong, just like how you see it.everything is normal, i have lost all my feelings and was numb by you.now,i am just like a walking zombie that sees nothing knows nothing.so dun ask me anything cause i know nothing.

maybe my horoscope is right.i sldnt do anything about it.i was just too impatient and wanting to solve all things immediately and so things just doesnt goes the way it sld be.becos you have a backup supporting behind you,thus you are stronger and am to be blame.gosh.someone tell me what to do.why is it so fragile?i see the problems lying in front of my very eyes,but you see none.true,all i know is to post.then you?OKAY.AM AT FAULT, HAPPY?seriously i have enough.u are not at fault,its just me that is wrong.fine.i accept.your not a little sorry at all and was so hostile. ^%$#@! its stressful.

omg.i heard the happiest thing of my life!!HAHAHA.finally my whole family is going overseas together and its A CRUISE!!whoohoo!oh my gosh.am so excited. my cousins are going too and am so going to have a fun time with them.yay! the holiday will be sometime during january.haha. that means i will have to skip school but its not so bad cos am only going to jc for the 1st 6 weeks to make new friends and to experience the jc school life.HAHA.

thank you claudia for inviting me over to the hotel thingy for the stayover with the sexy thongs.hahaha.so sorry am not going cos i cant stayover with guys.hahah.and shutup brandon.i know what u r going to say.lol.hahaha(: anyway, am sure you guys will still have fun without me.

hais.its drifting.somehow you must understand its impossible for us to do everything.although you may think we r the one that is free but this is not the way we show how sincere we are?its not the action but the thoughts that counts.okay.you may think its us,but did you ever thought were you ever at fault.now it lies in your hands. we tried our best to get you into everything,but you didnt wan.you even ask to be out of it.what is this.we talk nicely and calmly to you but things your doesnt goes your way i guess.you showed all your unhappiness and as you claim us as your girlfriends, you didnt tell me us that you change your number? am i supposed to find out myself?okay.wad am saying its not all your fault.i think there is some misunderstanding somewhere and we have to seriously talk and settle all disputes before it starts getting worse.okay.am very confuse and all now.i be waiting for your message to see when you feel better and want to talk to me.i will let you calm down and think first. this is not your fault,my dear.i understand how you feel, but at least tells us?at least we can do something about it.love you still.

okay.i have a strong feeling that i know who is this so called "pervert and ben"!lol.this is a prank, i know.lol.u hurry own up.hahah.i give u one more chance(:gee! rah.cant stand serene, all becos of her, i will not have extra allowance this week.MONKEY HER! lol. am super broke.

Met chersy at 12.30pm at bishan to look for the outlet pure milk cause i saw a shirt online which looks rather nice.but we mistaken the shop, newbie outside ice lemon tea as pure milk so we headed down to hereen to look for pure milk.hais! in the end, both places didnt have that outlet and we gave up and get the top from another shop.haha. went to NUM in hereen to get adeline woon a pair of slipper which we think it look nice and we were glad that you like it(: its from chersy karen jean and me.haha.

then we immediately took a bus down straight to vivo.so sorry to gab sam and woon, we were late cause we have to buy some stuff.hahah.we had lunch at Carl's junior, thank you for the treat woon.haha. woon tried on the slipper that we bought for her and it fits her well.yay!hahah. stupid woon insisted that i watch a movie with them despite telling them that i am going to watch one later in the evening.HAHAH. i paid $1 for the ticket to watch The Tattooist, thank you woon again.hahah. guess wad? i didnt realise that it was a horror movie until we bought the tickets. rawr.i dun watch horror movie in the theatre!!! OMG. its scary and disgusting with blood oozing out of the skin and all. i love to watch comedy and those very fairy tales show with happy endings in the cinema.HAHAH. the show ends at about 6.40pm and am going to be late to meet keann at dhoby ghaut control station.whoop! sorry.haha.

woon and gab tag along together with me and chersy to dhoby ghaut, lol, they accompany chersy around PS before she meets jon.haha. then i headed to long john sliver with keann for dinner.lol. then we walk to cathay on keann's grandfather road.HAHA. alvin and the chipmunks is not out yet and we watch the golden compass instead. Had plenty of time before the show starts and we sat at ben & jerry. see all the unglam photos, talk, exchanging of jokes,etc. and i fell for his trick saying MT which is empty and pointing my finger at my brain.rah!!ahaha.and i took super long to get the joke.oh my gosh.lol.

thank you for treating me drink and popcorn that i didnt finish. hahaha. this is the first time i watch a movie and had more than 3/4 of the popcorn left!hahaha.AMAZING. shafik, marvin and all wanted to join us to watch the movie with us since they are somewhere here. in the end, they went to the wrong place.HAHA. we were at the cathay and they were at golden village.LOL. whoops! supposed to reach home before 10pm and i reach home at 11.20pm instead.HAHA. all keann's fault.lol. i thought i was going to get a scolding for reaching home late and surprisingly, i didnt. HAHAHA. now, someone owes me a gift.hehe. NIGHT ALL(:

hmm.. i dun know what is wrong with you.showed attitude and all.what is this.something must be wrong.work,family or you.hais.i shall not hold it against u.but i will not ask you or anything until you say.although u dun feel good, u sldnt just vent on someone.i shall wait.this is madness.

Hais! another long day at home yesterday.hahaha. MSN PHONE FRIENDSTER BLOG.lol. receive a confirmation slip from the people association that am getting the edusave scholarships and this year is going to be a little special. Our prime minister is going to give the awards on stage and its going to be outdoor. I hate going up on stage and all, shaking hands to receive awards, smile at the camera and back to my seat. its just like my school, HONOURS DAYS. this kind of feeling is horrible, the award winners around me are nervous and adds on to my fear on going up to stage.lol. maybe i just dont like the few moments of attention that is focus on me when am up on stage.haha. hope i will get another 500bucks this year from the government cause this is the last time i will be able to receive edusave scholarship ):

okay.now, who is this pervert in my tagboard?lol. i know its a prank cause the pervert that my clique is refering to, does not know that we called him a pervert.lol. come on! hurry own up, and i shall forgive you.lol.HAHAHA. unless there is another person who thinks that he is a big pervert and doesnt wan us to go for the camp.lol. anyway, am so touched by so many of u guys saying that you want to protect us.aww. its really nice and sweet of you all to do this.THANK YOU(: now i will feel safe going for the camp. anyway, am really not sure if i can go yet cos my mum hasnt gave me an answer if am allowed to stayover night.lol. i kept asking her and she says "see how first ". lalala.

omg.i watched channel 8, and mediacorp is celebrating their 25th year! whoohoo! and i saw elvin ng.aww..omg.i was melting in front of my house television.hahaha. the moment i came online, few of my beloved classmates came nudging me and said, MICHELLE!! I SAW YOUR HUSBAND.hahaha. and i went yes, am alrie melting.lol.

am so piss off now.damn her.called her the day before to check my working schedule to see if i can work on any days and she assured me that i will get to work this week.and i called her today and she happily told me SORRY that the jobs are fully taken.WHAT THE HELL.if she were to find my blog, am screwed. she is super annoying, she can even laugh on the phone with me. SHIT HER.rahh.haha.okay.chilling right now. am not going to let her ruin my happy week.

Finally,today, i seriously sat down and read the straits times which i never ever like.lol. no choice, i have to know what is going in the world what right? hahaha. Cant wait for 17 dec when elvin ng,my dearest, lol is finally going to appear in front of my television screen every weekday 7pm on channel 8, KINSHIP (:hahaha. hais!have been yawning the whole day.lol. maybe i have been going out too often for the past few days. suddenly, today is boring cause i had lots of fun yesterday in yvelyn house.hahah. I MISS THE EGGS, LIZARD AND BATS.haha

hehe.i walk pass this gift shop the other day with my mum and i saw all the kiddy stuff. the gifts re so unique and cute.lol. i thought of getting xmas present for my lovely friends from there(:yay! xmas coming, soon will start to have another feast with my friends.lol. OMG.i need to start exercising alrie. hahaha. shall wait for my dad to ask me if i wanna go jogging with him at the stadium this evening.whee(: honestly, i never like running but i run for the sake of staying fit only.hahaha.

yawn again, hahaha. what wrong with me?been yawning the whole day. still deciding if i should stay overnight for the camp.haha. i heard that many are just going in the day for games and all and will not be staying overnight and will just head home when its time to sleep.lol. afterall, your own bed is still the most comfortable.haha. okay. i am going to take a nap now. goodnight all(:

once a while, images of you pop out in front of me.

haha.woke up early today at about 8am and went downstairs to buy breakfast and to do MARKETING together with my mum.aww.so sweet right?lol. cant really remember the last time when i went marketing with her.lol. i think it was the day before my 'O'level F&N practical.hehe. that was also the last time i cooked(: whoohoo!

Met yvelyn maine cher and jean to shop for working stuffs like skirt and shoe. First, went to dhoby ghaut to check out the big this fashion outlet, then move over to chinatown where we finally bought our skirts and have our lunch there. Next, we went over to bugis village to look for shoe and eventually i bought a shoe that i dun like but i had no choice, its for my work.hais!a waste of my money.lol.

From bugis village, we went all the way to ang mo kio hub where there is an extra something supermarket to shop for food for our bbq(: we met brandon, dawn and thong there and we bought cocktails, tit bits, drinks, eggs(which brandon wants). haha. at first we were wonderin how to bbq eggs and now, we finally know!!ahahah! we only bought a little stuff cause the rest of the food were sponsor by yvelyn's mum.aww.so nice.THANK YOU AUNTIE(:

From there, we took bus 86 from ang mo kio interchange to yve's hse(: immediately, we went to put down our stuff and help out at the kitchen to prepare for the bbq. slowly, everyone arrives but only jean maine cher dawn yve and me were preparing and getting ready for the bbq. the rest were so lazy and sat in front of the television watching some sports programme. we did the cooking of spaghetti, shelling of prawns, heating the chicken and many many.lol. the rest were super duper lazy other than jon whom helped out a little by carrying heavy stuff and supervising us in the kitchen.lol.okay.at least he did somethings ya.haha.the rest of the guys are useless.lol.

finally, we started on the bbq, omg. as what i had expected, no one did the bbq-ing. again!!its the same people who did the preparation and the rest just sat down and eat.lol. they complain of food not fully cooked and all and yvelyn's mum supported us and said, if u complain somemore, u do the bbq-ing and they were all quiet. bbq wasnt that easy, its so warm and tiring and the oil splash a little here and there. i had mosquito bites and oil splashing on me.arg.pain and itchy. hahaha. we all had fun in the end, talk, eat, listen to music and all(:

eggs!! finally the eggs came in. the guys actually threw an egg into someone's hse.omg. that was crazy. brandon and leon threw eggs at claud.lol. claud was super piss off that she took a bucket of water and mix them with beer and pour it over them, brandon and leon.HAHAHA! serve them right eh?bully IJ girls, NO WAY! hahah.in the end, all of us were playing outside yvelyn house and her neighbour's dogs was barking and barking.lol. stupid brandon and those ACS guys, they went to buy like a whole tray of eggs to throw at us.omg. wonderful thong threw the eggs at us, luckily it only hit my hands and feet. lol. mine wasnt that bad, jean was worse.lol. Brandon revenge for us and he crack the egg on thong's head.lol. Thong had free hair gel for the night.lol.

i bet the road will stint the houses there the next morning.haha.eggs was everywhere on the road.lol.omg. then while walking back to the house, maine, chersy and i started screaming our way back.hahaha.guess wad? we saw bats flying around.lol.not one, many many. later i and chersy went to the toilet and we started screaming again.lol. we saw lizard, alyssa best friend. HAHAH. all of us went to the backyard and start to clean up and all, take group photo and brandon started throwing waterbomb at us,lol, then yvelyn took the water hose and splash it at him.HAHAHA. serve him right.

at about 10.15 plus, me jean dawn and jon went home first and jon miss his bus while walking us to our bus stop first.lol. i had fun with all of u, my "sexy thongs", brandon, yk, leon,nick, gab, thong, jon, dawn, claud, aly, yve, joan, maine, jean and chersy. NIGHT ALL(:

Nothing much is going to happen today. except me staying at home talking online, on the phone, watching tv, eat, sleep, play and to think and reflect about things happening around me. Have been thinking a lot for the past few days about myself and the people around me. suddenly so emo eh?hahah.i have to do this to clear my thoughts and all. this post is going to be so random.

lalala.thinking back, i haven done anything during this holiday except going to start work in a week time.hais! but isnt this supposed to be the way after O levels?maybe am jus used to studying all day long for the past few years.lol. maybe i should start reading story books or newspaper and all to prepare myself when i get into a JC for the first 6 weeks. Results on which JC i will be going for the first 6 weeks will be out soon on the 13 dec. If i say am not nervous means am lying.lol. i have a strong feeling i will get into yishun JC as that was my 2nd choice and my prelim results was like 17points for L1R5 means its hard for me to get into Catholic JC, my first choice. lol. Now am getting worried for my O level results, i hope that it will not turn out just like my PSLE. i hope that my o level results will be as good as my N level results or even better and be one of the TOP sec 5 students in my school just as i had done for my N level. praying very hard.

Heard more stuff today.why are problems endless, a new one comes as soon as the old ones are settled.what the hell.No peace at all.am getting irritated with all these stuff going on and on. i need to scream, someone please bring me to the beach for a walk. i need to scream scream scream just like i did at the esplanade before.haha. OMG.everything is changing, even people. suddenly i realise that i dun understand u all very well. Looks like we need to sit down and talk together. i just dont understand why people dun say until the person finds out the truth. its damn annoying. when the person finds out, you act blur. oh well. maybe we are not that close as what we think we are. i shall wait for the truth, as there is a chinese idom, "shui luo shi chu". lets see how long are you going to keep it. sometimes holding back for too long will cause more problems.well, think about it and you decide if you want to say.

Pisces: Caring and kind. Smart. Centre of attraction. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around. Extremely wierd but in a good way. Good sense of humor. Thoughtful. Alway lets what he or she wants. Love to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet.

whoohoo! this is my horoscope, pisces. hahaha. i got this from chersy's blog. i have read my horoscope for today in friendster and it states : Concentrate your attention on the decision-makers in your life today, and try to get a handle on what motivates them. They have a lot of influence over your life right now, so it is in your best interests to understand them as completely as you can. In a new work relationship today, you might need to step out of your comfort zone a lot farther than you're used to just to prove that you're no doormat. But you are definitely up to the challenge. somehow or rather i do believe in this, lol, quite stupid right? hahaha. but really sometimes its quite true and sometimes its not. it also depends on how you link it to your day. lalalala.

okay.christmas is approaching soon. yay! soon my clique will be having a xmas party as usual and exchange of presents.yay! this is the most exciting part of xmas..lol. karen's mum has invited us over to their house for gathering. cant wait to look forward to this. now, i have to start cracking my brain on what to get for my lovely friends. chersy karen shermaine and jeannette. (:

think think think. cant wait to start working and get my pay so that i will have more allowance to buy a better gift for them. i havent forget our agreement to go to PEPPER LUNCH together and have fun together during the xmas season.whee!

was discussing with yvelyn and chersy about the bbq this friday.yay! cant wait for the bbq over there.lol. this bbq involve the " SEXY THONGS".hahah. sexy thongs was a group name given by the acs ppl. members in the "sexy thongs" are IJS & ACS which include john cause conrad says that he was the one that brought this 2 group of people together.lol.

spend my morning at home online talking to maine jean and chersy about you again.was telling them everything i tot about and all.haha.i feel so stupid behaving like some mad woman.i have heard,seen, know about some things.skip this.

last minutes chersy told me that we are having job interview today!haha.not tomorrow but today.oh dear.quickly, all of us rush out of our houses and met at toa payoh before going to RAFFLES TOWN CLUB. gee! yvelyn mum was so nice and she gave us a lift to the place.whee!
at first all of us were kind was a nervous cause its our first time but after listening to serene our person in charge, she seems nice and friendly so it wasnt that bad. luckily my chinese wasnt that bad so i understood everything she mentioned.hurray! ALL OF US HAD A JOB!!(: maine yve jean and me.

Oh man! i cant wait to earn my first pay.so excited about it.and this is going to be my first time working.haha. need to get socking, black shoe, office skirts. oh! and i need to bun up my hair.omg. that was the worse part of all. arg! to look neater?oh my.not that way!!! hahahah. for my first pay, i shall do that ): another thing, my manager wish that out fringe could be pin up and wear a long skirt! LONG SKIRT that reaches below the knee.hahaa. i will look like some kuku lah. lol. nevermind.am going to hide myself in that ballroom and avoid anyone i recognise.lol.

besides being able to work means no curfew!haha. usually i have to reach home by 10pm for safety reasons. now my work ends at 11pm so that means i can reach home later.lol. but its scary to go home late at night. lol. hahaha.

someday,my prince will come(: slowly am trying to forget *you* alrie.although, i did cry for you for a moment, but i think its gd that i did cos i felt better after that. anyway, thank you for such an experience about the world out there. friends forever and ever.

went out to town today again.lol. maine jean and i went to centrepoint at about 2.30pm to find karen who is working.haha.we are such nice people eh?accompany karen to lunch which she usually be eating alone. talk and all while having lunch and heard about some stuff again.omg. am so going to find out and kill the person that started this rumour and all. does this person hates me or something? how where and when did it start?arg! skip this.

we walked all around robinson before meeting chersy at cheers who was out with her friend.lalalala.i know who(: gee! supposed to meet keann and shafik at 6pm outside the cinema but was told that they will be late as they are in school organise the next apaches gathering for us.lol. so maine cher jean and me waited at the food court for them.talk talk talk stone stone stone. heard even more things now.hais!when is it ever going to end?omg.looks like its never ever going to end):

okay.so about 45mins later, shafik and keann arrived and we went to long john for dinner.didnt eat cause i was rather full so i stone and talk throughout.haha. shafik was so funny.to apologise for being late, he bought us chocolate slice cake if am not wrong.haha.thank you from all(:

ENCHANTED.omg. suddenly, i miss my childhood time, sitting in front of the television watching all the fairy tales show.lol. "forever and ever" & "true first love kiss" was the princess favourite words. awww!! hahaha. this is one of the best movie i watched.haha.its super duper nice.gee! am sure all girls in the world wish to be the prince charming's princess.aww. NIGHT ALL(:

give me one week and i will be able to throw away your everything and erase you away from my mind, "forever and ever". tear a few drops specially for u.

whoohoo! rarely am out with friends on sunday because i usually prefer to stay at home during the weekends and spend time with my family(: haha. am a rather homily person, like to be around with my family and all.lol. and weekdays is for my friends! yay!

Met chersy first in town to visit karen at centrepoint and followed by shermaine. guess what? this indian man with some walkie talkie or something approach us in the street outside somerset mrt station and asked if chersy maine and me are charlie angel and we were like huh? lol. He tot we are here to perform for xmas party for that night or something. isnt it a bit early for xmas?ahaha. it was really random and he apologised and walk away.lol. I GUESS HE WAS BORED AND WAS PRANKING ON US.lol.

later, john asked us to join them at meritus mandarin hotel cos they were playing pool there and chersy heard on the phone as something else and we went to the wrong hotel ): i have been walking up and down town area 4 times. my feet hurts a lot, sld had wear a heel.lol.

met the rest of the acs people together with my classmates yve claud phy(: yay! didnt see them for a long time alrie.MISS ALL OF YOU! haha.can u believe it? guys are so indecisive, they took practically almost 2 hours to decide on what movie to watch.lol. i was piss with them for a moment but they were kind of a funny and made us laugh and all so i kind of cool down and was back to normal.hehe. next, they took half an hour to decide on where to eat again.OMG! hahaha. although the outing was screwed up, but i guess i had fun with them.haha

they were all so funny and all.hahaha. am looking forward to the next outing together with them again cos they are nice to hang out with but please, no more boring movies and be more decisive.lol.ahahha. am sure they will kill me if they were to read this post but guys, u guys are funny and nice ppl.hahah.

after that, as usual, we took a group photo(: hahaha. okay. NIGHT(:

arg!alright.since its so troublesome and all.i shall forget all about *you* from tonight onwards.neverever going to think abt u ever again.i have a strong will that i can do it. its so hurting pls.wad u said was so unpleasant and indirectly it hurts and spoil my mood for the day.nevermind.i will be able to overcome it.you are not the only one left in the world.someday i will find "the one".yr so mean): i still do hope that miracles do happen. but its hard. all i can say is that am dissapointed in you! no "you" as the one but you as a friend from now till ever.

lalala.today was a must to rest at home cause i will be going out for the next two days.hahah. such a busy woman eh? sunday with the ACS(I) people and classmates and monday with the apaches(: still pondering if i should take up the job of being a waitress at raffles town club which is so far from my house and have to buy working clothings and all. Hais! been at home online and watching television since morning.

evening is rather interesting(: yay! i had dinner at THAI EXPRESS with my family together with my grandmother,uncle, aunt and vion my sweetest cousin.hahaha.OMG.she is so cute. Not only that, i receive a good news from my dad that i had received a letter showing that i have EDUSAVE SCHOLARSHIPS from the government. hurray! hard work was paid off(:

i was so happy that night and its my 4th time getting edusave scholarships.hehe! now i have more $$$ in the bank. Look at the photos i took during dinner.lol. i was the camerawoman so am not in any of the photos): but nevermind, i had loads of fun getting together with my family.yay!
talk to chersy at night about *you* and i had been thinking about it the whole day whether it might work out or not.why is this so troublesome?maybe its my first time so ya.luckily this was after O's or else i might not be able to concentrate.lol. if no first move is made, i will just forget about it and thats the end and wait for some other miracles to happen then. ):